*faith is*
i'm at a standstill, in the midst of a whole lot of new commotion.


on top of still attempting to arrange a suitable time to meet with the peoples at mother's choice regarding volunteering full-time at the pregnant girls services and adoption unit, i am now a full-time tutor for a budding hollywood child actor, in the process of applying for a counselor post at hkis, and wondering how to fit in the KELY program i am still trying to finish off by february.


now the problem is, all of these things are dependent on the outcome of the others. i can do nothing. i just go where i'm told when i'm told by the production company, and the rest i have to entrust in the hands of the almighty.


is it frustrating? flipping heck yeah. but there really is very little i can do. so i trust, because that is all i can do. this is what faith is all about isn't it? when i am completely out of my own strength, completely unable to control the situation, completely clueless as to the outcome of it all, hope remains. so i trust, and wait, and hope.


faith is...
resting in his love,
his presence,
his provision.